Happiness or sadness??

Well.. I confess already.. Being force to confess i guess.. Hahaha! But the results was me end up being reject.. Sadness all around,tears droping uncontrol,my room almost flood.. Dont know why i can still chat with her like nothing actually happen.. But it did help.. I am now brave enough to say about it,and will not give up.. Trying my best to have a chance,doing everything i could.. Sometimes i just cant stand the feeling,so beer wont help me go through that day.. Starting a new day the next day after! I know beer is something harmfull but it is also something usefull in forgetting my sadness.. So a little do no harm i hope.. xD