Whats Love? Hmm

I'm so inlove.. My 1st mate of love.. 1st experience in love.. Everything was my first.. The excitements and joys we had was fantastic.. But sadness juz never went away.. I tried my best to not think every part of sadness,but i had a stupid brain which made everyday a torture to me.. Tears cant stop droping,over and over again i think about the same damn thing! I really hope i could juz die in peace instead.. I hate this feeling of being poke in the heart so deeply that no medicine can ever cure its pain.. I know i cant live without love anymore,but i really hope this pain could go away.. Let me have a happy and simple life with the one i love.. I will try my best to avoid any problems that will leads to our seperations.. I hope we could be together forever in someways.. Not being like what others says,that there are no eternity for love! Love u so much <3